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extraordinarily[—continued from here.]
Haruhi frowns, for just a second before returning to her usual serious expression. She's trying her best not to be sad - if only because she wants to reject him, but yet she still longs for him. He's more than just a Servant to her.
Saber... no, Gohan, had protected her all this time. Of course, he could have abandoned her both now and then. And sure, she could have used the Command Spells, but she refrained from using them on such typical things.
Though it was true that Haruhi did things rashly most of the time, but that was only due to her excessive boredom. But she wasn't bored no longer. Gohan wasn't human, she knew that from the clues that he gave her.
Just breathe, Haruhi, she thought to herself, taking a deep breath in and out.
"Do you really..."
She hesitates, biting her lower lip in regret. Was this the right choice? It wasn't as if it were wrong to love someone else. The only one who would hate saying 'yes' wasn't her parents that were never home, or anyone else - but herself. That is, if she kept on rejecting her own feelings. Gohan was her only friend, and the only one she trusted.
Instead of asking the initial question that she started, she shakes her head, deciding that this was her answer. Nobody would hate her. It was only the morals that came out of her lips - the lies that she spoke. Sure, she didn't understand love too well, but she understood this was different from being with any other man she dated.
"Is it okay to love you?"
Haruhi frowns, for just a second before returning to her usual serious expression. She's trying her best not to be sad - if only because she wants to reject him, but yet she still longs for him. He's more than just a Servant to her.
Saber... no, Gohan, had protected her all this time. Of course, he could have abandoned her both now and then. And sure, she could have used the Command Spells, but she refrained from using them on such typical things.
Though it was true that Haruhi did things rashly most of the time, but that was only due to her excessive boredom. But she wasn't bored no longer. Gohan wasn't human, she knew that from the clues that he gave her.
Just breathe, Haruhi, she thought to herself, taking a deep breath in and out.
"Do you really..."
She hesitates, biting her lower lip in regret. Was this the right choice? It wasn't as if it were wrong to love someone else. The only one who would hate saying 'yes' wasn't her parents that were never home, or anyone else - but herself. That is, if she kept on rejecting her own feelings. Gohan was her only friend, and the only one she trusted.
Instead of asking the initial question that she started, she shakes her head, deciding that this was her answer. Nobody would hate her. It was only the morals that came out of her lips - the lies that she spoke. Sure, she didn't understand love too well, but she understood this was different from being with any other man she dated.
"Is it okay to love you?"
